My New Year’s resolution was to write something about kindness everyday. I have definitely had days that I have not been inspired to write. My kindness blog has branched out to include a lot more than just kindness. Most of March was dedicated to my mom. I did not have trouble finding things to write about during those few weeks. They may not have been directly about kindness, but my mom was definitely one of the kindest people around. I knew that before I began writing about her, but so many people shared stories about how she touched their lives that I guess it really did fit right into the idea of a kindness blog.
Yesterday, I wrote about some struggles we are having with our son Drew and how we are going to deal with his mood swings after the concussions. That blog had nothing to do with kindness, but in response to it, I received an act kindness from a friend who shared her own personal medical struggle and how she felt it was “brave” of me to talk publicly about it. So although, I did not feel kindness while writing it, I received kindness in return.
I sat for over an hour trying to decide what to write about today. I googled ideas, looked for great quotes, but still was stumped. I realized that writing everyday was going to be difficult. I am not going to give up though. Some days, I have so many things I want to write about and other days are like today. So instead, today, I tried to think about those “jelly belly moments” I wrote about months ago. Those times that I found sweetness in my day. One sweet spot was when I took my boys mini-golfing. It is Spring Break for us and we are not going anywhere this year, so we decided to make it a fun “stay-cation” for them. They played a round of golf and then tried a silly arcade like game. They were laughing so hard and enjoying it so much, I could not help but laugh with them. Now that we finally have Spring like weather, another one of those moments was hearing them play in the front yard at dusk. Despite their nearly five year age difference, those times that they get along like best friends, still gives me that feeling.
I know that this is not what people are going to be coming to my blog to read about. Nothing exciting, nothing out of the ordinary. Just a regular day for us, but after a very long, hectic, busy and sad few weeks, maybe regular is just what we needed.