The last five weeks have made me fall off track a bit on the original intention of this blog; yet, the amount of readers has grown immensely. Perhaps it is the personal twist I have put into my writing. I have written about my mom and Francine over and over again, and used my writing as my own “therapy” to get through this sad time. It has been my way of dealing with it and through my writing; I have been able to let others know how we all are doing. It has amazed me to see how my blog has been shared. People are telling me over and over how grateful they were for it because it helped them understand what we were going through and it gave them some peace of their own.
So today, as I sat down to write, I really felt stumped. Not that my grieving is over, just that I am not sure what else I can write about it. I am sure there will be difficult days…Mother’s Day is going to be rough this year for all of us. On those difficult days I will write about them. When I find myself missing them immensely, I will write about them. I don’t want to wallow in grief. I want to get back to the original idea of my blog and continue to look for the goodness around us. I have said numerous times that my mother embodied goodness and kindness. There was nothing that she would not do for someone else. In Francine’s obituary, we asked that instead of flowers, that donations be made to two animal foundations. She had a special way with animals and did so much to help them. The two of them did kind things all of the time.
During this time, of grieving, it is important for all of us who have been touched by these two women, to try to live our lives as they did. Do as they did. Find what is important to you and then find a way to help or contribute. As you go about your daily routines, be grateful for what you have and inspire others to do the same. There are so many ways to do good and at a time where we are seeing so much tragedy, it seems that it is even more reason to do so.