Where I stand, is the photo prompt for today. I don’t have a photo today. Instead, I am sharing this video and website I came across today, Love has No Labels. It is where I stand, what I believe and what I love. It should be shared!
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I have been dreading this day for nearly two months now. No phone call to my mom this morning to wish her a happy mothers’ day. No morning mass with her and dad followed by Mother’s day brunch to celebrate with her. No corny Hallmark card to “Tell mom how much she really means,” this year. Commercials and store displays are constant reminders of all my family has lost in the last few months.
We invited Dave’s mom to join us today. She’s not coming, so we called her and wished her a happy day. I know that she does not read my blog, so I will save my mother-in-law stories for other days. She was not the greatest mother to Dave, (and he will be the first to admit that), and she has not been around much for our children, so since I am not going to bring negativity to today’s blog, when I want it filled with love, these stories will have to wait.
Mother’s Day this year is filled with conflicting emotions. The pride and joy I feel for my own boys and the sorrow I am feeling for my mom. Them, celebrating me, with biscuits, hugs and kisses for breakfast, and me trying to smile through it all when I am just thinking about mom as I sift through photos and post them to Facebook for the memories – as if anyone could forget her.
Today, the weather is nothing short of “glorious”. We will celebrate at my Aunt and Uncle Bucky’s home. They opened their pool, and all of us will go there; cousins and siblings and all of the kids. We will keep it simple a barbecue and celebrate with our own children. There is no way that my mom would want us making today a sad day. I know that she and Francine are watching over us today and celebrating their own special Mother’s Day, together with the babies that died along with Francine. They are in Heaven having their own celebration just as we are. I find comfort knowing that my mom gets to celebrate Mother’s Day with her own mom today! They have been apart for over 45 years and this year, they can finally have a celebration together. Dale’s mom Gladys, will be with them too, watching over us and smiling and just being joyful knowing that what they created, continues to flourish and love and thrive as we spend time together.
Dave and the boys gave me a “joint gift” for my birthday and Mother’s Day, an ipad mini, which I wanted so much! So there were no presents to unwrap, and I wasn’t expecting any but I did wake up to the best present of all. Drew got a new phone yesterday. Almost ready for Middle School, we felt it was time. My phone buzzed early this morning with my first text of the day. It was from him and all it said was “HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!” but it made me smile to know that I was the first thing he thought of this morning. I guess I am doing my job – thanks Mom! I miss you.